Did you soil the sheets where your conscience sleeps? There’s a half-gallon of bleach beneath the kitchen pipes. Let’s keep this brief, I was about to leave and I didn’t really want you to come by. You can call it healing, but I just stopped from feeling the parts of you I knew would never feel right. And you don’t need healing, if you never really cared. I still don’t care, it’s whatever, you were right. I’ve got faith in failure I was bound to get what I expected. I gave it up upfront to keep my pride. And I’ve been slowly inching up my back to this brick wall because I know it’s not thick enough to keep you behind. If it was a movie, they would get the ending right and cleverly leave out all of the rest of our lives. It would zoom out: chain smoking blunts up in our house with junk food in our mouths, the kind of sleepless dreams that mark our evenings. Maybe I just missed it, I’ve been doing this forever and still everywhere I go is somewhere I don’t belong. But, maybe that’s just how it is that moving on means blending in and maybe now it’s fair to say that I had it all wrong. Yeah, I was wrong about everything.
from Much Love
released September 30, 2016
Produced by: Travis Hill and Nathan Hardy
Engineered and Mixed by: Travis Hill
Mastered by: John Naclerio
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